Monday, October 26, 2009

haish ape nk jdi??

salam maghrib..

tetiba rindu ini menjengah..
rindu untuk menulis..
walaopon sedar just a few people keep following this blog..
but ak puas..
ok la kn dri x de??

ari ni ari isnin..
just a few days left b4 exam..
gila serious ak ckp..
paper exam benda plg takut ak nk hadap..
ak lebih rela jika diberi pilihan
nk hadap muka abah yg sedang marah
dri hadap paper exam..
tpi ak ade pilihan ke??
x de..
nk x nk ak kne jgk..
adat la kn student..
exam ngan student tu cam isi ngan kulit la..

tdi just finished beberapa major chapter tuk subject medicinal chemistry..
confess sumthin'..
kelas ni la kelas plg byk ak ponteng..
even ak dtg klas..
sbenarnye jiwa ak ponteng..
ntah x tau knape..
so tuk revision for exam its extremely hard for me..
first sbb mmg x pernah tau ape ade lam subject tu..
pening sbb so much terms..
mane nk hafal mane nk paham..
dh la subject ni x de quiz..
so mmg mmg sebelum ni x pernah revise ape2 pon..
len la lau subject tu kite dh prnh revise skali 2 ke ok la..
just buka balik dn memaksa kotak memori meluahkan ape yg dh di saved..
ak stress..

terasa nk call abah..
but he really bz sejak kebelakangan ini..
ma bgtau ak..
so x nk ggu..
nanti mane nk fikir sal keje die mane nk fikir sal ak..
lgi giler stress bila rase sakit bhg gusi..
x tau knp..
dh byk hari..
nk jumpe dentist takut without abah ade sekali..
siot manje ak nih..

life must go on kn?
sakit pon thn je la..
dugaan exam kot..
nk revise manyak menda lgi nih..
determination nk dpt pointer lebih dri 2 kali ni sgt memuncak..
sampai ak sendiri x thn gelojak hati nih..
ari2 bgn berdebar2..takot..nervous..risau..
but i think it good for me..
sbb tanpa perasaan cam gini
mesti ak lgi alpa dan lalai..
ni pon dh sesak dh nafas thn nafsu nk usha blog org len..
nk usha lgu korea best2..
nk usha citer kt tv..
nk tdo bgn lambat..
nk lepak2 wat lawak bodo..
nk chatting..
plg penting ak dh delete semua lgu lam fone xpress music ak..
bgi mengelak kn ak karok waktu study..
mp3 pink yg bru beli pon dh diletak lam kotaknye balik..
simpan dlu..
arggh giler stress lagik..
x pe abis exam.. tau la nati ape ak nk buat..
haha..
tpi ari ni ak x mampu buat semua tu..
sekerat ari je tekun wat revision pas tu dh ilang..
duk depan lappy kesygn..
sbg denda mlm ni x leh tdo la ak..
hope dpt thn..
hmm..
ok la chou lu..
sampai ketemu lagi..

daaaaaaaaaaa..

8 comments:

rashidah shidah said...

ok ori.shidah pon sampai dah pegang ni tak kene,pgang tu tak habis bace...wat past yer,tak de lam not.hampeh!memang golek gulig2 la exam kali ni....anyway,usaha mesti diteruskan.dah.study2!

Tendou Sani said...

sakit gusi...gigi bongsu bru nak tumbuh ker?

think little of...me said...

shidah:stuju2..pening palo doh..haish..shidah jom balik umah..

sani:x sani ..bkn gusi belakang..tpi kt depan..tepi sikit ade 2 tempat..semua 3 part sakit cam sengal g2..

Anonymous said...

be patient..
i wish all de best to u..
accept all chellenge in ur life..
and be a strong women..
squid87_takumi :)

think little of...me said...

to anonymous: yes i do..tq for the pesanan..sgt bermakna tuk sye..=)

ayumiyoshida said...

hahah..budak sakit gigi makan cekelat terlebih ke..hahah

think little of...me said...

bukan sakit gigi la..sakit gusi..haish bdk ni..tu la byk sgt layan jun..sampai gusi ngan gigi pon tertukar..

munadhia said...

orie, me 2, few days more to go 4 final.huhu~ sama2 kite doa utk kejayaan masing2 yep. =) all d best dear.

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